thank you sm :]

burn in hell

none of my followers ever deserved any of this. not the slur-saying, not the offhand rudeness about completely innocent things. none of it.

i dont acc know if anyone reads this ?? but i hope they do so anyways coming back to this for the third time in late 2021 bc last night i had another look at some of the language i used to use a couple years ago through going through screenshots in my older photos (because i used to screenshot a lot of stuff randomly) and discord dms, etc, and i can honest to god say that i'm really ****ing ashamed of loosely using slurs as some ****ed up point of humour, and i genuinely find it hard to put into words how sorry i am, and everyone who was hurt or felt small in hearing me, a creator they followed/saw frequently on this site use horrific language deserves the biggest apology in the world. i don't know how far into the future this will be, but if my money situation is stable at around 16-18 i will try hard to find ways to pay reparations.

thank you for taking the time to read what i've written, again i can't express enough how sorry i am for contributing to something so bad and i deeply regret some of the things i've said