anyway bye

hffff ****,, ive wanted to leave pathetic-owl since before i got internet again there's a lot of people who follow me on this account that i'd rather not find me again, not to mention bad memories and just overall i want off i may come back on this account in a few weeks, i need a breather no, im not telling where im going if you're a friend of mine, ill follow you on the new account here's a hint: it'll be my favorite beetlejuice song

let me explain

thinks about how i am the least favorite of all my friend groups and the rest of my friends have left me or are only my friends out of pity because i am just that terrible of a person

he had such potential to be a good person because of his parents neglect and his sister's death but instead of taking responsibility for his own semi-shitty actions he took it out on innocent people he couldn't break the cycle of abuse and that's why he doesn't realize what he's doing is wrong, nobody taught or told him it was wrong and he just assumed the way his parents treated him was normal he just wanted to be the perfect child but he was never able to live up to their expectations that they pushed on him he always just assumed it was his fault that his parents didn't love him enough instead of concluding he was abused he just developed the mindset that the way he was raised was how it works. i always wish someone had been there to teach him that he was being abused i think he would have turned out a good kid anyway post over.judas is ****ed up in the head and i feel sorry for the nasty guy