Mom if I committed suicide would you love me more? I here you cuss behind my back I know the love you want I lack, I’m sorry for being born for being a mistake in your life, I wish when I was younger as I was being strangled by your ex I wish I would have died instead of suffer this huge mess, look at me now I’m a depressed freak, I hope your happy if I kill myself, maybe you would forget the ugly little freak messing up the family and all your troubleles would be gone. So mom if you ever see this maybe in the future when I maybe commit suicide I’m sorry for being an inconvenience to this whole family and sorry for not being your dream child