this account will no longer belong to me 😁

things got worse but eventually I pulled through, ill elaborate on this post later

i forgot to blue

I will update this post soon. It got worse.

every time somebody does something wrong or messes up it is swept under the rug, and everybody tries to avoid the topic as if it were taboo, but whenever I do something wrong it's constantly drilled into me when I do. it isn't fair. I thought to myself and wondered what I could do about it, what I could do to make things right to rectify how much time I spent on everything, I could do nothing. when I come to this conclusion nobody is home. my body carries itself to the bathroom without reason, holding plates and glasses. without thinking I start to break them without expression on my face, I step on broken glass and feel nothing, my ears ring but I keep doing it. my eyes have dark circles under them along with an unchanging expression that begins to bleed but I keep going. all i want to be is a