i made a post about this because i am also curious to hear others opinions on this topic, i would like to hear your opinion on this if you are willing to talk about it further

ill probably delete this later but maybe I'll keep it up and use this account to document my opinions on things like this because i think it is interesting to keep track of and i know my memory is very bad

if anyone wants to talk about this i find the subject interesting, and maybe that sounds really dumb and edgy, but its true, i think existence and the morality of it is very interesting to think and talk about it. id like to hear other perspectives too because i could try to maybe understand a little why people like to be alive and think it is worth it to be here. i am doing well and this post is not a cry for help but rather an opinion on myself.

maybe it would be nice to understand and feel a will to live. i tried a lot of times to be able to feel that way but it never worked. i hope this post doesn't upset anyone because its my true feelings on the matter. again, i am not encouraging suicide or this kind of mindset. this is just how i feel about myself and i wanted to talk about it because ive never told anyone before. thank you for reading and have a good day, take care ^^

i just think that personally, there is no way for me to make a difference in this world. ive felt this way for a long time but i didnt tell anyone because i thought maybe things would get better like everyone said but they havent. so i wanted to share my opinion with all of you. i dont know when or if i will attempt again, but it might happen, and i dont want people to feel upset about it. im okay the way i am and i really dont mind at all. i hope other people have a more positive outlook than me, because everyone is much stronger than i am, and this is a personal belief. i hope everyone has good lives and makes it far in them. this just my opinion on myself and i dont encourage anyone to start putting themself in the same mindset i am in. the whole reason i posted this is because i feel like ive been lying my whole life, but really i dont feel anything at the end of the day, so i dont really care too much. i dont mind being this way.