GUYS please give me ideas im begging

im gonna jump my autistic self

i dont have the brain for this, but it is my passion. I just dont want to lose my talent and im afraid i am. Im so sick of being so low man i just dont know how to explain anything

and yes, this is astro. I vented using him because hes like tired and lacks motivation all the time and thats why hes so me

every time i try draw on this site, i just cant, i cant get the motivation for anything nowadays and im starting to lose what i had. If i cannot be an artist, then i dont know what to be.