Lmao yeah right I’ll be back in a year or two. I signed a blood contract with this site when I joined

I’m sorry that I don’t remember who you are, I hurt too many people during my internalized hatred phase. I might’ve thought I was helping, or that I was doing some form of justice. It wasn’t me who made you a better person, it was through your own self reflection and actions, but I appreciate the words

According to FA years ago, your relationships (in general) end via drama, cropped Discord screenshots, and, in my case, a YouTube video with “evidence” about how the situation went down. Growing up is realizing that life just goes on. We mature and naturally drift apart once we move away from the fandoms and sites that we met in. Of all those friend groups I was a part of back in the day, I now regularly talk to ZERO of those people. A year or two ago, I would’ve said I stayed in contact with maybe 3ish of them. I don’t hate anybody. Everybody I loved is a part of me forever, even if they’ve moved on without me. I’ll always simultaneously cherish the moments we had and recognize that we’ll never have them again. I genuinely hope every single one of you succeeds in life, wherever that is. I hope the ones who years ago left bitterly have healed, and that maybe one day we can have one last chat for closure and leave things on a more positive note. I’m sorry for the person I used to be

It really doesn’t matter anymore. I forgive everybody. I’m an adult, I have a job now, I go to college, and I’m even a VA for a Kirby fan game now. I spoil my baby sister in gifts that she adores. I don’t really talk to my ex or my old FABFF anymore, but we’re all still on positive terms as far as I’m concerned

Being a legal adult is alright. I’m finally developing the self-awareness to realize how badly I acted on here when I was 12, and realizing how messed it was to be surrounded by older people encouraging me to act like that. I don’t consider myself a grooming victim in the traditional sense. At least not on this website. I think not having Discord until I was 17 really helped me dodge a bullet in that regard. But this site still encouraged a young Gea (Troll-reich) to act crudely, and gave her the audacity to pretend to be a “good” fan who exposed the “evil” people of this website