Are you ok? I am somewhat similar, my mom doesn't allow any social media b/c she thinks people are adults acting like kids. I don't have any friends either, but don't feel bad, I'll be your friend. The main reason I don't have friends is that they end up leaving me in the end, I tend to trust people to easily. My last few friends end up becoming my enemy, they also have caused me to act out in a bad way, luckily after I left my last friend I found that they were really toxic and it was time to stop being friends. I'm better now b/c of my cousin and my sister who are both their for me. You have people out their that are there for you, don't listen to what others say. Let me tell you something my teacher has always told me "Your are awesome, don't doubt it for a second, not for a minute, and don't forget it." I hope you have a good day. ^U^