good bye, it was fun with you all.. even though it was hard to socialize. love u as a friend. i hope u keep going. dont worry about me.

i wont be coming back anytime soon. ill just leave. i am not feeling happy. i am feeling depressed and having trouble with dissociation. I need to open my eyes into reality or else itll be too late.

Im so stressed out rn

Earlier today, I thought of twisted crazy things. I was thinking of things that were illegal. I am only a teen and im thnking of this... I don't like this at all. but im not going to do anything bad. I just feel like screaming.

I might have UTI again... It might be the time of the month but the symptoms are the exact same. 1. My urine smells weird and strong that's the first symptom from yesterday. 2. Today I woke up and i went to use the restroom. it kinda felt sharp when I urinated, then when i looked down to check, there was a little blood. I dont know if its actually true but, Im kinda scared.