I also get body shamed because i'm really skinny but literally rn this very moment I feel better than ever I've been eating I just have hella fast metabolism but ykw that won't stop my mom to keep saying EAT MORE so love that<3

BUT USUALLY I WOULD TRY TO EAT BUT THEY WOULD TELL ME TO EAT MOREEEEE

also when I mean not on purpose it's because I have emetophobia so whenever i have anxiety I think i'm gonna puke so usually I start to actually feel sick and DON"T EAT

and I would starve myself but not even on purpose, tbh it's mainly my mom but like she doesn't really help at all I think when I was younger she started recording my panic attacks and called me crazy

tbh that's not the worst they've done my mom has attempted to try and force a PILL down my throat just because my anxiety has gotten really bad