alr chat imma hop off

ANYWAY THE POINT IS I MISS HIM AND I FEEL GUILTY AND I FEEL GUILTY FOR FEELING GUILTY AUGH cant we just be happy how do i keep him from getting upset

idk what im even saying i have work to do sighhhhhhhh trying not to pull an all nighter :')

it kinda makes me feel worse when i just get sad instead of arguing back cause that just makes him frustrated but its how i ammm its how i cope with upset people prob frustrating to be on the receiving end of, but ill regret it more if i raise my voice or something besides its harder to stay mad at a sad person god am i manipulative

i miss him idw him to be upset at me ik i prob sound pathetic rn and like im in some toxic relationship but thats not it hes really supportive to me hes just had a bad day ik maybe i should just let it go