Also my humor has changed and this account's whole point is to make me laugh. A lot of what I find funny now is not child friendly and I don't find this account funny. But when I made this animation i laughed and didn't care whether it had perfect shading or the smoothest animation so that's a good thing

I just don't feel the same ambition and humor as before, I really envied my 2017 self for having it, maybe coming back is an attempt at trying to be a better artist, or maybe remembering the old days

This account embodies my idea of success, whereas real life is complicated, everybody likes me here and I don't want to ruin it

Paralyzed by my really high standards and didn't enjoy anything, this account has a really special place in my adolesence and I thought it was best leaving this account alone, I'm trying to see what happens if I try some trashier styles and loosen up

Slow down amigo