i cant ****ing sleep like this im on the edge of the bed im js gonna slepe on the goddamn floor

one day ill rip my skin off

im js gonna cry. i want to be in my own bed why am i at this stupid ****ing eventthrhshs none of it is gonna matter im not gonna see graduation

js want to cut up my whole body and slowly bleed out in bed

i had a massive meltdown last night and i kept sobbing to myself for my mom like maybe she couldnt save me from my mind