okay a brothef is done yapping phew!!!! wipes my brow

i feel like i should say more because of the shit that i did but i wpuld be yapping all day!!!!!!! i used to think about it alot and think about all the ways i shouldve acted or thjngs i wish i couldve said like kiterally how much i appreciate everything yoube done for me you did nothing but try and give me everything positive u could and all i did was be an ass to u in return you did nothing wrong in that relationship i hope u know that i still look up to u and respect u deeply ur still one of the first friends i genuinely could be myself around and im so sorry i closed off to u like that

also sorry it took me so long to get to this i quite literally had iss for 5 days because of me doing stupid shit :sob:

i can totally understand if u never wanna talk again i mean tbh i literally said that but... thats a lie lol!!!!!! im in a more positive place today and ive missed the memories i used to make with u u changed me like entirely i grew up to be who i am because of u so i just uh would like to have that friendship back i genuinely was such a horrid person to u and i understand why u acted the way u did i mean i literally went out of my way to just constantly be a dick and thetes nothing i can say or do to take any of that back all i can do is say im sorry and that i have actually changed i never wanna be that angry at people who dont deserve it again ive been in and out if mental hospitals working on myself to get to where i am today and i hope its enough that you feel safe around me again im so sorry for what i put you through i never wanna do that to you ever again you deserve so much better than what i gave you and i hope u got a more positive person on ur shoulder now i love and miss u in a bromanc

brother does not have his discord friend reqs on!!!!!! anyways uh... i accept ur apology and i hope u can accept mine too for the way that i acted back then i was such a dick to yoh and so many other people and im so sorry about that u were one of my closest friends and i feel so gross about the way i treated u and how angry i was at everything i should never have done that to you and if im being honest i do actually rlly wanna be friends again.. but i wanna do it right this time i feel im mentally better now and i just.. idk.. ive missed u uve been my friend for so long its strange not having u around i still hope ill see u in public gulp!!!! chat... chat clip it clip it.. zoom in... this is a freaking awesome clip... um um... add me on duscord its brrppptt um um um yeah... love u bro in a complete bro way mmm so bro