here it is btw if anyone wants to attack i’m planning on doing a revenge for every one i get!! lmk if i forgot uuu https://artfight.net/~CallMeAli

i stayed up like 27? hours maybe? for 3 days in a row what i mean is staying up, then sleeping, then waking up and staying up again but atleast artfight is going amazingly i’ve done like 10 attacks in a few days and i’m still ready for more! and so so many defenses omg i was shockeddd but yeah just trying to keep up a positive like vibe

uhm soo still haven’t felt any better (related to my last post)

like oh yeah all those years just down the drain it really hurts i’m sick of this i’m done

i keep gaining consciousness like how do i even explain at random points in the day i realize like oh shit i’m actually alive and this is the present rest of the time i’m just a body just kinda existing ig i think it’s getting bad again but oh well i don’t feel like it this time !!!