merry christmas tho who else is excited

i dont vent a lot and i probably shouldnt vent HERE of alll places but i really have nowhere else to go i can not stop cutting myself. i do it every night or as soon as i wake up, i dont know why i do it anymore, i did cut on my arms because i'd hoped that people would see and tell someone but nobody ever did, i ran out of room on my arms and started cutting my thighs and my girlfriend told me that they looked like a mess, theyre almost full of cuts too and i really really want help. 988 ****ing SUCKS and my therapist is ignoring me and idk what to do ive been feeling really suicidal lately i think that might be my only choice now

i havent logged in in a while

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