nope

I just want to be in any timefrane of my life except for right now oh my god id rather die than do this shit

And I dont know how to change no I don’t know what I’m doing and woo hoo this is like the 5th time I’ve gotten super attached to someone and been complete;y emotionally dependent to them like bruh if I can’t be a decent person why don’t I just kill myself I swear to god

I’m too clingy and emotionally attach to people way too easily and then I’m “too much” and then I lose friends because I’m like this and I don’t know how to be not like this I just want to cut myself off from the rest of the world and I accidentally manipulate people like bruh how do I not make people uncomfortable I literally hate myself for this oh my god I wish I could just die I don’t know how to have normal friendships without getting too attached and causing problems oh my god this is like the fifth time this has happened

okay so I’m starting this off with a I might make vent art on here and if any of my mutuals recognize my art style dni please 🥰