i was doing okay till this weekend now i dont have motivation to do school work its so annoying i feel so dumb and lazy i hate it i felt so stupid today because the person sitting next to me in class today finished an assignment we have in two days and i barely even started mine now i don’t even wanna do it

idk im starting to get overwhelmed with school again it was fine for a while i was actually kinda enjoying school in the beginning now i dont wanna do the work anymore im tired and after school i dont have anything to do (except school work) idk i feel lonely and tired

i hate being on my period couple years ago i would throw up every time i got my period it sucked because i couldn’t eat or else id just trow up and id have terrible cramps im so happy thats over but now i feel depressed during my period

i don't know why but every time im on my period i get kind of depressed it already sucks being on my period but then i also start feeling depressed

and every fight we have is always started by them and i always get blamed because “im annoying them” and i’ve tried to tell my mom multiple times but she says it goes both ways im only mean to them because they're mean to me i can’t even joke around with them anymore because then im being mean