someone comfort me

i can’t ****ing believe i did that

i’ll have to lie and say my kitten scratched me,,huh what the **** have i gotten myself into

to the point where i finally ****ING BLED I ****ING FELT THAT I NEEDED TO FEEL SHIT

TW my friend gave me a broken pencil and i ended up staring. what the **** is wrong with me now i can’t go back.