Rant.
by:
mightymooseman 
348
348
22.10.2021
9 comments
mightymooseman[OP]
22.10.2021 08:10
Linkhey guys, today i just feel wrong.
like im not meant to be here at all,
not like i want to kill myself but more of,
if i did, no one would care.
I see so many people with friends and relationships about my age, yet half of mine left after making fun of me.
me being bullied i was used to it and thought of it as a normal thing,
i was bullied for 7 years because of my appearance,
i shaved my head because everyone at school and all of my friends made fun of my long hair, obviously ive grown it back out, but
i just wish i had never listened to people, but now that i have, and i went through so much, i have incredible anxiety issues, i have problems with turning in school assignments because im scared ill be called a failure for getting a bad grade, i struggle with meeting new people because of my ADHD, everyone thinks im a creepy weirdo spying on people when i sit down to take a break from running.
It hurts, everything hurts,
i have so many different feelings, trauma, and sadness that sometimes its hard
mightymooseman[OP]
22.10.2021 08:14
Linkmost of the people i thought were my best friends, left me at the worst times
and said i was a failure, because of so many problems with me, i was called billie eillish for a whole month until i told everyone that the reason my hair is like this, is because its the haircut of my sister that passed away.
They all stopped until one kid started making fun of me again, then eventually it led to nothing but jerks trying to push me around,
everyone around me seems so happy and bright but when there talking to me or involved with me theyre annoyed, and disgusted almost.
I guess i just, i want people that wont make fun of me for no reason, say im a failure randomly after no arguments or trauma, being called an idiot because i stutter sometimes
mightymooseman[OP]
22.10.2021 08:15
Linki just feel wrong.
Wrong as in not fit to be around others,
because everytime i try,
i get told to leave them alone or go
mightymooseman[OP]
22.10.2021 08:15
Linkidk im just frustrated, sad, depressed i dont even know what i am anymore, i just want it to stop
Listen here moose, your an awsome person and I’m sure when you get older people will accept you, just make your self bigger than them, talk back to the jerks, insult them, show them what it feels like, I feel like this to but I just look on endlessly and forget about my surroundings and that tends to help me, but just know if you count me as a friend and if I can reach best friend to you just know I would never leave you vv not all ppl are the same
