I also saw this rlly pretty guy and we made eye contact like 5 times and he kept coming around me like omfg I started dying. Then he was like around right and dropped a thing and so I picked it up and gave it to him- like bro I talked to a random guy :sob: I mean not rlly talk I said "oh here-" in a hella quiet voice but like he was so hot omfg and we made eye contact and we were like 5 inches away from each other :")))) his eyes were so pretty like deadass I was debating asking if he had snap or smth but I didnt cuz-------- anxiety

uhuhuh yeah and then me and mom and eden all got into a fight well more of they started to pick on me and I started crying- they both went off on me for like literally everything. "Your seat isnt clean enough" "Dont talk to us" "Stop- you arent part of this" (when I tried to join the convo) then they were talking abt year long school and I said it would suck so ofc she picked a fight over how I dont go to school and how im lazy and irresponsible and im gonna fail at everything if I skip any more days and next year im not allowed to miss any but yeh kinda trash and made me upset but at least I saw a hot guy bro

yeah and then we were in the parking lot and I was putting stuff away and she goes "wed have more room if trin had-" so I cut her off and said "stop. Just stop. Youre picking a fight and I see where its going, I dont want us to argue anymore. Please." so then she started literally screaming in the middle of the parking lot saying I was disrespecting her and if I said anything else she wasnt gonna let me give yall your stuff for your birthday that I got so I just shut up then she started going off at me for getting water even tho the only drink I had today was the milk for lunch. And now were here and im in my room- im not gonna try to eat until later around maybe 2? I wanna wait till theyre asleep cuz im not allowed to eat so yk