i had a doctors appointment yesterday. yeah uh so..it sucked ass. i still am physically female and having female problems. i'm not having periods, apparently i have PCOS. Essentially i have cystic like shit on my ovaries and could possibly develop cancer. however, on a better note, yesterday was also my grandmothers birthday. we all ate her favorite icecream and had a nice time. she would have been 90.

i also got sticked with a needle 5 times so thats cool ig. 2 in my left elbow crease and one slightly lower down. 1 in my right elbow crease and the one where they actually got blood my wrist. it kinda felt like when i got my tattoo but they moved the needle around under my skin. bleh.

i know im throwing out a few jokes, but i'm actually really scared. the possibility of cancer really freaks me out. we caught it early and they're gonna put me on some pills that will (hopefully) make me ovulate and if it doesn't..im kinda fvcked.

if i do ovulate then i will be put on birth control. anyway i'm probably gonna draw monster ladies.