that i: - dont even want to attend class - do homework - not even draw holy crap dude

starting to lose my will on school rn

then for chirstmas, as awlays! my mother/dad is going to say "you haven't been good this year" and i did absolutely nothing they expect me to be the "child whos straight (not talking about sexuality) and is a goody two shoes" like my cousin/sister ffs

i really cant with my parents if your so tired of me disown me or send me to boarding school godammit

you obviously cant handle the fact i can lose motivation and expect me to be perfectly fine while people are dying every ducking minute from coivd, i cant see my friends, i cant actually interact with people im basically nearly stuck at home and i cannot talk to anyone male or else im going to be yelled at and all that jazz even if they are like for some project

you know what? the next time that question comes up? that "are you uncomfortable at home?" im saying yes.

you sht talk my intrests, everything about me you've done this: - yell at me for listening to reddit stories while i work/ just listen to them in the background because you think "its for white people" tf? - crap on my interests (im looking at you sis too) - talk to your friends about me (looking at you sis i heard you) - say "im weird" (also looking at you sis/mom/dad) - say i have mental issues (mom/dad) - im "going to die" at 13???? - ask me about my art in a rude way - say what i like is stupid - what i watch on tv is stupid

honestly, at this point i wont be surprised if i end up having some sort of issue later in life :D

- listen im not an atheist but shoving the bible/god in my face makes me tn4gjewhfbjwscbzhjfbrjdxbjhgbeshj - making me attend these stupid meetings that say "headaches are demons pounding on your head/ your sins" - apparently, my aunt sent me a bible and im just - making jokes and saying stuff about a trans person who got attacked and saying "they would die in my country well as those f@ggots?" what the hell is wrong with you????? you want to hurt trans/gay people??? or people who identify with a different gender or something ??? and are against gay marriage???

???? mom, dad im starting to really hate you you deny the fact im bored