I'm still broken from those years ago... I wish you can apologize and see that I can't get better... I am a lost cause I just want to dissapear. No one cares anyway I still cut im doing drugs.. And no one even knows.. my gf sees right through my bullshit. Only her... Its sad really.. how your family can ignore all the shit happening... But your own friend or partner can see what's wrong... that's the **** up thing about humanity Thanks... thanks to you in so close to dieing from my own inner thoughts... And no one can save me this time...