um- i say this because of how when i was outside, i was the only girl outside while there was at least 5 boys (all of them i hang out with alot minus one of them). um zy (short for zyion or ziyon i really don't care about spelling tbh) and i usually play fight alot (because he's my cousin) and he's always choking me and stuff like tht, but thts not really the problem, the problem was how he was trying to fight me, it was weird. one of my closest boy best friends (his name is Lester, but ill just call him lest cuz yeahh?) uh- he had been acting WAY different compared to how he acts when we're walking home together, he kept on grabbing my waist and hugging me from behind and pulling me from my legs up to him, and stuff like tht. zy and lest's lil bro had tried to grab me from my legs and wrists and it made me remember something bad tht happened to me in tht posture. um yeah, the other one didn't do much except for grabbing my waist in order to keep me from choking lest's little brother.-