Funny as it is I have felt that. I do feel that But this is about you not me. So dude. Listen Your not the cause of every problem. Your not the reason people are sad it’s not your fault. You didnt have a choice in being born. You should exist. Your existance has ever so slightly helped me out of a well of Self hatred. Which, means so much to me. Seriously,, Your not pathetic. Your not a *****. Your gabby. And your my best friend here.