So at the end of the school year, i lost like 3 friends. It got me in a pissy mood because of a single person. But anyway, i was happy school was out, but i just wanted to hate stuff. I started to do that, until i started hating a couple of myfriends that had nothing to do with it. Then i started wanting to tell them stuff, and my mind started wanting to be rude to peoplw. It started with my sisters, i gave them glares for no reason, starting yelling at them, etc. Then it got to my friends. And heres why: i had yelled at Zoey, and i liked it. I just started becoming a jerk.

I only had a few friends left, and then my jerk side ruined that. Now i have fewer. And i hated the feeling of enjoying it.

And honestly ever since it started i had more bad thoughts, to myself and others. My phone is my only access to most of my friends, and my parents keep taking it away, and that hurts me,so that adds to the problem. All they care about is 1 my grades 2 i dont get pregnant before im out of the house 3 i live a miserable life