I miss being happy all the time, I used to bring ppl joy and smiles on there face, I used to make my mother laugh just by saying something, I miss being that kid you see walking around with a smile and not a care in the world, I miss being that kid that always knew what it ment to be smart and having people be proud of me, I miss having multiple things to say or talk about, I miss having people not worry about me, now I just don’t do anything and cause people to worry every day, I just walk around with a blank expression barley speaking at all, I just stare and wait for something to happen, never talking no quick responses. What happened. I miss being so happy all the time, I miss making people happy, no one used to worry, now look everyone I know is worried about me. I’ve become the reasons people are stressed, i am the problem child, I am a burden. Im disappointed in myself.