you know that feeling when someone who u havent talked to in a bit of a long time has her birthday soon but when u finally gather the courage to talk to them so that it wont be as akward when you wish her a happy birthday to show that you still care about her even after what happend, you see that she unfriended you on every platform she has known you on? kinda an oddly specific feeling but its the only thing i can say to describe how i feel btw, i havent forgoten about you i was going to stay quiet until your birthday and gift you something, but when i tried to say hi again, you just werent there sorry, ig if u ever want to make up, im here