I don’t like my voice. And I hear you thinking, “hey that’s not so bad. I know lots of people who don’t like their voice.” This isn’t just a disliking, it’s out right hate. Every time I talk I despise myself Even more than before. And I don’t talk to many people like most introverts but over time, me not talking to people has become an issue. In the second grade I talked to only 4 people over all. My first three to four years of public cosplay I was a silent and faceless cosplayer. Heck, even in my family there are people who don’t know what my voice sounds like and I hurts me. Form the beginning of the year till now I’ve only had full out conversations with about 10 people. This in now a bigger issue than ever before and it’s started to become an actual problem. Any time I have to talk to some one I don’t know I start to have anxiety attacks and panic atacks and I cant control it. It has actually started to scare me. I’m currently working on this issue by myself and trying to figure out how to ease this fear