Right around his 4th birthday his grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. He didn’t understand at the time. He was only 4. She thought she got rid of it when she went on a trip and triggered and it and now it was spread to her lungs and came up to her brain. His fathers girlfriend would take care of her for most of her kindergarten years. His grandmother was put on bed rest but he didn’t know. She came home from school all happy and excited to see her, but she was dead. She cried and longed for ever.

He was just getting out of kindergarten at the time. He changed his way and became more feminine and was a BIG trouble maker. He tried to kill himself in grade 4 and only 4 people know. He went on to 5th grade and got ISS in October trying to be cool in front of a bunch of buttholes. He made some better friends and became gay. All of her peers knew but no adults did. Sue lost all of his friends except for 1 in May. Then he went on to his baseball team and realized he did have more than one real friend. (He had been playing baseball since he was 4)

He is doing just fine now. He sees how fragile life really is, and is glad he is still here to live it.