what's in control of B today? mental disorders

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mmm probably, I obviously do not run my brain anymore so yeah

yeah smh I used to be in control like I can up with this genius technique called line masking where I take the happy mood in the back of the line and mask over whatever mood I was in and then the old mood just has to wait fancy way of putting it TIMED BOTTLING LMAOO

yeah I notice that now

yeah that's why I vent like 24/7 I have a lot I bottled out now I need to poor it out slowly so I don't exploded

every time I explode it ends with someone getting arrested because I dropped some screenshots and I end up attempting

borderline personality disorder stuff

oh, ohkay Im not gonna be here until like sunday or smth

my dad can't come to pick me up three weeks in a row so yeah staying here

she's not ****ing leaving and she is attempting to kidnap my sister AND NO ONES DOING ANYTHING SO IM STUCK WORRYING YEAH found immgration papers in her bag for baby sister to thai land and she told y dad to chose between me and her and Ivy OEUGIqp VWA EHREhZ BHHeZFX Kwjhfvwefhfbqwu9efbhseqifdeqw0fidvdwefi-cx kBAJSBDDSDV90DA I9S0WJB VWEFHFBQWU9EFBHSEQIFDEQW0FIDVDWEFI-C

it's fine next time she tries to take the baby Im not just going to record it and push her when she hits me I'm going to tear her eyes out with my fingers or smth she keeps trying to pick a fight with me and now that it's been three weeks I know k n o w she's going to lay hands on me and Im going to make her regret it again

sorry sorry pent up anger

my guy.