i hate my family
10 comments
sonic2[OP]
28.10.2023 14:19
Linki have to spend most of my life with them and i hate it
i dont feel like i belong
im so different from them
sonic2[OP]
28.10.2023 14:20
Linki dont feel like im at home
My family is so weird and messed up they admit it
Like they say “we are weird” and “we don’t have a normal family” ALL the time like arguments drug benders and stuff happen all the time like some shit you would see in a film
Earlier when I was on flipanim I talked about them all the time because they were genuinely so nuts I had to vent out my frustrations out somewhere
Flipanim has a lot of people with messed up families so I didn’t feel crazy
I always respond sweetly to the people who vent on here and I have argued with ALOOOT of people on here as well
Even if their ppl I have argued w I still am concerned for them, I’m usually older then the people too so instead of giving them a bad example and idea of what arguments lead to I rather push it aside and let them know there’s no hard feelings
There’s been a lot of users who reached out for me on disc that have apologized and I have always forgiven them but even if people don’t I still think they are worthy of basic human decency
There’s only been one person I have ignored and been cold to but I still never said things to the caliber they did to me
I’m in a fortunate position as someone older who knows much more and has more life experience
You really don’t spend most of your life with them AT ALL yes you live with them for like 20 ish years but you still have around 60 or even more than that without them