I havent been feeling good for the past few days, i think my self conscious is kicking up and its getting a bit harder to not think abt it so much And the online world is just so, tiresome atm and ik i need to get off cuz it makes me feel sick and alone but when im off im scared and curious to the point where it again makes me sick its just a never ending loop Idk, i kinda wish i had somebody to vent to but all my freinds i either dont trust or r just not good at the whole venting thing, which i respect, its just so tireing to feel like shit for so long