so im still depressed. and i hate it. its getting worse. it hurts to eat, i just vomit once i do, and when i talk to literally anyone, i overreact. that probably doesnt even sound like depression. whatever. the counselor said i was done with depression, then my attempt at suicide came along. then i was plunged into the dark again. every time i start to feel happy again, i fall back into an everlasting hopeless state. this vent was stupid.