i’d give my body to satan if i could only keep my soul  but i can’t seem to find the split  between them anymore . my hair is falling out again  and i don’t really care. i try to stir my conscience  but it was never really there . your fingers up inside of me  feel like fingers down my throat . everything is fine in heaven  but i’ll never get to know . make sacrifice in bathtubs  and stained bed covers . soak all of my clothes in holy water  and drown them like a crying son , drown them like a crying daughter . praying in the night to the angels of porn ; nails in their wrists, knees on the floor . great lakes full of cum extracted from everyone.