So I'm upset at some people, mostly because they basically just strand me somewhere alone and pretend I didn't exist and move along. Sometimes I know why, other times it's probably because they're just tired of me. I have to start keeping my mouth shut, because just one little thing I say made me lose a few very close friends. Especially some I care about still, but I try to forget them. Then there's people I love. Like, I feel we have a great connection the first day then they just leave like nothing happened. I try to show that I love them but they do nothing or they just reply in a "I don't know you" manner, or just ignore me. Like I'm an embarrassment. Honestly, I kinda am. Then the people I've known all my life that I thought I could trust but really couldn't. I had that last year the most. My closest friend ever went on this rampage and caused so many rumors to float around the school about different people made me feel sick. You know what? Just ignore this, I'm pretty sure you guys are just tired of m