So anyways hiii I'm eztli And I've come to the conclusion that everyone ive ever loved in the end just treated me like shit Imagine being basically groomed Twice Cool Imagine literally being degraded by peers and family members because there is a VERY high chance you're on the autism spectrum and can't really control what comes with it (I've been called a r3t4rd so many times its insane lol) You're too scared to talk to the person you enjoy because you are so scared you messed it up because you don't human right You are still super attached to the person who hurt you most to the point the thought of loosing them makes you explode yet the person you loved fr said bye boo I may be sexy as hell But what's the point man I don't like myself No one else likes me I'm a complete weirdo that's too stuck in their own brain to realize anything is going on Total menace to society Hate everyone Most of my actually decent friends have nearly died and now im over here panicking because i don't know what to

Anyways I hate myself That's swag Welcome to my world Aka gods reject pile I'm going to sit here as the realization that no one really cares about me sinks in and I can really bask in that human misery as literally no one asks if shits good Good day to you all ^^

Time to get acceptionally funny because I am in Misery

I'm the definition of a dork so at this point looser is swag on the bright side this yucky stage of life will be long gone soon and I can be totally awesome