Pls Answer Truthfully.
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GalaxyStarRainbow[OP]
16.01.2021 12:06
LinkPls answer truthfully. And pls don’t just say ‘yes’ or ‘no’. Go into detail. Im here for you.
No one is perfect and yall need to know that. Everyone makes mistakes and have flaws but that’s what makes u unique.
Yall r so special to me, and I wanna make sure u r all ok, and if ur not, to make sure u have someone to talk to.
If your not ok, say why.
If u r ok, say what was good about your day.
no.
We just had Family Drama.
I took my fathers Ipad, drew smthg on ibispaint.Im allowed to do that.
My dad came home. He asked where his ipad is, bc we had some drama bc i took 2 times before. and staid awake at night drawing.
So he came: " where is my Ipad"
I was scared, hid the ipad bc he was really really angry.
theen he screamed.
I WLL NEVER TRUST U AGAIN, I KNOW U HAVE IT!!!
Then ran away. My mum came to us to talk, i said her i have it, i was bored and wanted to drew smthg, bc in the last nights i was just nit tired and fell asleep at 4 in morning, but was really active in the day, bc i dont need much sleep.
I gave my mum the ipad. In the next morniing my father drove earlier to work, and i saw the ipad broken lying there.
The ipad is in the middle broke, and the display is broke.
I started to cry as i heard my mum saying:
"your father broke the ipad bc he wanted not to hurt you."
I'm doing great so uh yes! I've just been having a normal day! Just makin stuff on flipanim for fun n stuff
yes
everyone has problems but i well know that its not as bad as i think it is
i am not starving
i have clean water to drink
i have a house
i am happy
yes
i like rambling, is it okay to ramble about my mental illness?
i have dpdr (depersonalization derealization disorder) its a pretty rare mental illness to be diagnosed with but more than half of the population has experienced it at least one in their life.
dpdr is triggered by trauma, drug abuse and intense stress (i do not do drugs) and can last anywhere from 5 minutes to over 20 years (i’ve had mine for 8 years).
dpdr is kind of like feeling like you’re dreaming or that you are a robot not in control of your speech and actions, frequent memory loss is normal with dpdr and i can barely remember my childhood and the friends i made during that time.
it feels like you’re dreaming or stuck inside your head, like how you feel when you daydream or space out but you’e aware of everything happening around you and it’s really hard to concentrate in class or when someone is talking
I’m not ok
I haven’t been sleeping properly for a week and I don’t know why?? I basically stare at the ceiling thinking about nothing but there’s these tiny worries that overcloud my head for some reason. A lots been on my mind, but I guess the fact school is starting soon and my uncle has been staying over more kind of,, put weight on me? I have overheard things that my brother has said, that makes me really worried about him but I forget and kinda just hate to admit the fact I’m not alright,
Even though I’m skinny I hate how my body looks, my self conscious is going to get worse without me realising and idk how to treat it? I try to wear baggier shirts and that makes me feel happy so I guess that’s a positive.
Ah I feel better typing that out
uh I don't really know. I know somethings wrong, but i think self-diagnosing is annoying asbfjwfawda.
Things keep piling up. I don't think my problems are bad enough to get help, which makes me feel worse so hh.
My dad insults my comfort bands and he's just generally an asshole. My mom is really never around so i guess she's cool, and I keep drifting from my friends for some reason. I never really had the skills to make friends so I keep losing them without gaining new ones to help hh
I mean, losing friends isn't really that bad, but they leave without telling me, or just ghost me, so i think its my fault.
oh and uh grades and stuff 😳
and the fact that people just brush off my issues? I get that they're not that bad, but I feel that they're still something?
I told my sister and mom that I get anxiety attacks, and they were just like, "lol same." and at first I was like, oh uh hey they're going through it too. BUT my sister just told me it was crying im-
I'm so sorry for the late reply. Try to go get help, or just an appointment at the doctor for a small diagnosis, even if it's not big. If U don't want to do that, try do some research and try to do a self diagnosis. When your friends leave U, they r the ones losing out. U r so amazing. Maybe try sitting down with your mom and tell her that U really DO have anxiety attacks and try tell her that it is getting kinda serious.
I'm always here for U.
honestly, I would tell my parents or mom about this stuff. But they genuinely terrify me. Just a couple seconds ago I was frozen in fear that my parents were going to go into my room. I would love to get help, as long as it doesn't involve them.
And I was actually getting help for a while,(school counselor) but they don't talk to me anymore either so ee
Jesus no I feel bad and horrible my dad sat me down told me how good my life was compared to others so now I just don’t care about myself pain calms me down so I like to bite myself it sound weird but helps I also basically hate eating and just overall living I want others to feel good not me- yeah
;-; I can’t talk to anyone I’m know I, so lucky and suck but I can’t talk to my dad cuase Idk scared- but. I guess my parents would never buy anything to talk to me and stuff so my friends is just a stuffed tiger I names sundrac plus I don’t think I will ever stop biting XD only my hands and arms I’m not a frea- yeah. ;-;
Lol ok I’m late but,,,
No
But I don’t like talking about it because your literally my new friend and I HATE burdening people with my problems.
I have literally rambled to ONE person but like that’s because I really trusted them and they trusted me,,
Idjdidjdndje yeah
No
I feel like im a jerk to everyone
No, I KNOW that im a jerk to everyone.
And its the reason I haven’t been feeling as I normally should.
I don't know if you're still checking this but-
I've had really bad anxiety for weeks I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember it's just that it's been WAY WORSE-
And I have a lot of things bothering me all the time that I want to talk to someone about but I feel like I have no one too talk too them about-
I tell one of my closer friends about my problems sometimes but never tell them about anything too serious-
I feel bad complaining and talking about my problems-
And when I don't talk about what's bothering me it kinda makes me feel crazy- like I just cry and cry and want to scream and just- I get very emotional and stink at controlling my emotions-