nani
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JustMcytDrawings[OP]
07.08.2024 04:23
Linki cant ever sleep at night i dont know why im so paranoid but all i can think about is everything ive done wrong and how easy i could have fixed them i stay in bed all day just thinking why does my life suck so badly
JustMcytDrawings[OP]
07.08.2024 04:26
LinkIt also sucks how no one seems to like my mom, not even her kids. Well, I do, which is why she favors me, but she’s so forceful. She only uses me for money and gets really depressed if I don’t tell her I love her every day. It makes me sad and annoyed, especially because my sister makes a big deal about how Mom favors me over her. But she literally yells at her every day and tells her how much she hates her, which makes my sister cry to me, and I have to comfort her. It feels like everyone in this house only comes to me to cry about their problems. I barely know how to comfort people. My sister only takes me on car trips to talk about her problems, and when I try to talk about mine, they just say, “Well, you’re bipolar, so you deserved to be yelled at by Dad,” or “Finally, you got yelled at; your attitude is bad.” It’s like I can’t even talk to them without my emotions being downplayed, as if, because I’m me, I have none. Everyone is driving me insaneeee ;-; idk why i actually punctuated everything
JustMcytDrawings[OP]
07.08.2024 04:35
LinkThey also literally remind me of the simplest things I do every day. I already know I’m supposed to do it, just shut up and leave me alone. All they do is talk trash about me and then act all buddy-buddy with me, which is fine because we’re sisters, but still. Then they make fun of everything I do and force me to do things that they want to make because I’m more creative. I never actually get time to myself, or else my sister gets mad at me and makes me get out of my own room so she can call her friends. I can barely watch shows. It makes me so mad because all I do every day is school and that’s it. I want to watch shows too.