Ok so im drunk as **** rn. And im a little pissed and suicdal Imma make this short cause i wanna sleep. But heres the ****ing deal Wanna self harm?? Go ahead. Get sent to a ****ing mental hospotal for months causw you failed to die. Trust me its not worth it. Youll get abused there ad treated like shit cause your young and wanting to die. I have been througj hell so amny times. Talk with someone your woth to get shit off your chest!! Ive been on thw phone with my fiance all day almost cause of somethint that happened. Its helpjng me slowly cause im letting off steam a difderent way. Scars arw forever Yiu dont want to be reminded like me everyday about the mistakea you done.... so please. Talk to someone instead of harming. Its a much better idea