yeah so anyway Im not going home Im walking to my dadz because my stepdd is going to light everything in my room on fire so im taking the important stuff to my dadz

yeah so anyways I wish I could rewind time or smth I wanna go home I wanna spend time with him bc he'z probably going to leave me and I want to at least go with a fighting chance that I could have done something

I have my grimore my dress my crystals my herbs I have my seeds I have my switch I have some candles I have my runes I have my books I have 80's letter and envolpe andd I have my spells I have a piece of my altar I have my selatine

I have my jars my airforces my amulets I can't take apollo, so I'll need to build a traveling altar or smth I got my library books I have my 6th grade year book should look through ballou planner one last time just to be safe I didn't scribble down any numbers I should, I ~should~ steal my dadz phone back cant take my skates I can't take my raven skull I got some ashes I got my copper and gold bowl and I want to take my tortilla blanket But I can t without going undetected

going to get my sapphire earrings my dad got me, and my opal earrings and my obsidian earings

Im sad I can't take my baby yoda plushie,,, or my make up, I fit my james charles pallette in my back pack

taking some art hopefully

Im taking Aphrodite's perfume if I can taking my offerings to hades

taking my asb card my debit card all my money

I got my heirlooms (locket, pocket watch, diamond ring, another ring) I figured a way to take apollo can't take my jewelry box my great great great grandmother had taking the only pictures of me as a baby left taking the only pictures of my brother left uh uh **** I can't take my syth or copper staff I got some marker's my dad got me I got I SHOULD TAKE MY CRYSTAL GLASS I'VE HAD SINCE I WAS 4 UH UH

I CAN'T TAKE APHRODITE'S PERFUME

I might be able to take the only thing that I got to save from the relocation

so hard,, to walk,, so heavyyy have to walk a mile to my dadz today pray for me

beause he doesnt like me

I know but I'm smart this isn't the first time

Im going silently, it's how Im fighting he went "HEY DO YOU ****ING HEAR ME" and so I gnored him then he started screaming it over and over so I said a quiet no then he yells at me "HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR ****ING ROOM" so I said no agian then he starts yelling at me that Im blind and shit then and he's catching on Im not taking his shit seriously anymore so he built a fire pit and yeah after school he's going to force me to burn the stuff in my room so Im taking the stuff important to me

hey what's wrong hun?