Please don’t please don’t theres no reason not to but there is a reason to live tbh

It’s a human thing, probably and animal thing, who knows, but I think no one should take their lives, look in my family there’s a big feud, and guess why it’s because of me and my ded mother, I have to go back and forth on some emotional roller coaster, but no everyone thinks I’m ok when I know I’m the cause of these people fighting, my uncle committed suicide when I was a baby all because of my father

Now I’m finna expose my whole frikin life story 🤦‍♀️

I need a frikin therapist but no no body cares, bout me or my feelings, all they care bout is putting clothes on my back and food in my belly, but I’m grateful for that, idk how things, are better, and worst, but the feeling I’m feeling all the time is guilt mostly because me being born period cause a whole frikin feud of shtload of junk to happen

Now I feel more guilt mostly because I’m ranting about my dumb life and being a selfish idiot, know what... how was ur day

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh frik

I know death can be hard for some people, but there’s other people too, mostly in your family some are ok, and they want to keep that uninocent stuff ignorant torward you, those are some of the people you probably would love the most, for instance.. my auntie, she’s my mother’s sisters, and she wanted to be my mom, she tells me this and it kinda makes me feel better, the sad part I hardly get to see her