i feel like i mentally went back to how i felt when i was in like 7th grade and my social anxiety was at its worst it was terrible. im gonna try and leave as early as possible tmrw but god

ik orientation friendships arent that important but i just wanted to have a good time but it just feels like every insecurity ive ever had has been affirmed

like i really wanted this to go well for me but the group they put me in was all like finance majors from rich towns. i still tried but idk what to even say.

the most positive interaction i had all day was RIGHT when i walked in this (beautiful) guy came up to me and complimented my shirt and we spoke for like 10 seconds and i didnt see him again after that

like people were straight up ignoring me. like arent we here to make friends???