Guys, please listen...
by:
Cocoadoggo45 
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3866
05.04.2021
25 comments
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
05.04.2021 23:46
LinkI know I'm supposed to be on break, but I'm very sorry for the sudden, "Goodbye,"
I'm also sorry for venting a lot and not telling you why I'm sad, but I guess I have to come clean.
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
05.04.2021 23:49
LinkRecently, I've been having some moments where I felt that I don't deserve friends or that I am going to die all alone. I've also kept thinking about how most of my friends end up leaving me out on stuff or taking advantage of me...
Those thoughts kept getting worse and worse that these.....dark thoughts start to appear.....
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
05.04.2021 23:52
LinkRecently I just had a nightmare about those dark thoughts that I almost considered...you know...
But please don't worry....
I'm kinda scared to do it anyway, but it just happened....
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
05.04.2021 23:55
LinkI was too scared to tell anyone because I didn't want you guys to worry....
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
05.04.2021 23:58
LinkI'm doing my best to not commit...
but I'm scared... it's just overwhelming...
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
06.04.2021 00:02
LinkAlso, a part of me hurts even more when I'd imagined how my family would react if I actually...
and it leads to me suffering even more...
Cocoadoggo45[OP]
06.04.2021 00:06
LinkSaying this has made me feel a lot better...
Thank you guys for listening, but again, please try not to worry about me. I'm hanging in there...
-Strawberry-
06.04.2021 01:09
LinkI know your hanging, and we've all felt that way, we don't know what happens after life.You should cherish tie on earth.You should love your art skills, your looks,your behaviro.No matter what others say, we will always be here for you.
its okay,sometimes venting-well i do it alot
you can't keep all your emotions to yourself sometimes you just need to spill it out
CocoaDoggo, its okay to have those emotions. Everyone does. Its good to express yourself and get the weights off your chest, even if its just an online friend or someone professional. Its not your fault for being human. Your one of the best people Ive known ever since Ive been on FA and you are so kid and so talented, no one can be rude to you, its humanly impossible. Everyone here loves you, aswell as your family and friends. <3
doggo, we have you at all times! don't feel like that. no one will leave you!
Doggo, I promise its okay. Those thoughts and feelings will go away sometime, I promise. Please, get some professional help, okay? I promise everything will be alright, and you will be okay. We're all here for you, always, and we love and cherish you. You are such a bright light in all of our lives and we do love you, we really do, and your health matters to us.
If you need to take breaks, please do. Find things you enjoy, experiment with other hobbies. Listen to music that makes you happy, but always take breaks.
Don't stress or overwork yourself. Keeping your area clean will have a huge boost on your mental health, it really helps.
Maybe brighten up your room a bit with posters or drawings you like, ones that make you just :)
It'll be okay, we're all here for you and we love you
i felt that way to but god helped me get out of those situations. and i hope you feel better soon, and i vented alot aswell, we are your friends, we are all true friends to you,we would never take advantage of you. plus we all support you, and i hope you feel better soon doggo, and i don't want you to leave fa, your an amazing person! and god will help you get out of those dark thoughts, god will help you just like he helped me! and i hope you feel better soon.
you deserve friends and that was rude of them to do that, you should speak up on it if its bothering you
have a great break
Goodbye doggo! I hope you feel way happier than you are right now.