Hi guys. Sorry I’ve been a lil inactive. I’ve been feeling pretty shit recently. School is becoming overwhelming, I’m depressed, and I’m angry all the time. I’ve been working non stop and haven’t showered or shaved in.... well a while. My parents and I constantly fight and my dad butts heads with me all the time. I have so many responsibilities I can’t take care of and it hurts. I’m 17, no job, no plan, and no ****ing independence. I feel like shit and I’m tryna get better but I’m a lazy asshole. My therapist canceled on me and now I need a new one, and I think my friends are getting sick of my shit. Why the **** do we need so much homework in quarantine btw? Fr these schools really wanna trade student sanity for extra work. I’m so tired I can’t sleep. I keep getting nightmares and sleep paralysis. I don’t know who to spill myself too so I have resorted to goddamn flipanim. The **** is wrong with me? I can’t even draw right anymore. No one cares about this account anyway tho so what does it matter?