I'm socially awkward Everytime someone starts a conversation I freeze up and don't know what to do its all like a performance on stage infront of 100 people staring at me And I forgot the lines... Its all a big rush if people talk to me I don't know what to say what to do all the friends I got at school are fake I make lies to make them like me And I can't stop lying I tell myself to stop but if I did I would have no friends I say things like, " Oh yeah my parents are super rich " And stuff like that, even though I'm in the close section of poor " I'm super smart I get straight 100's " Even though I get f's and c's I cant talk to people in real life so I sooth myself on the internet And still lie...