So there's this dude at my school that's friends with my crush and he somehow found out I like his friend on friday, and told the rest of the class and he asked me in the hall, "Do you like (my crush)?" And I said no because there were p eopLe right behind us, so I was embarrassed to admit it but then he asked again during lunch period, and I just kinda shrugged while my friend said, "she doesnt like him ya freak" and i just spent the whole weekend spazzing out about it instead of studying for a huge test on monday (that's also why i didn't upload much this week i guess? not really but it's part of the reason)

and i have like barely 24 hours left to decide wether i say that I don't like my crush again and possibly still endure a bunch of teasing, or i could risk everything and tell my crush i like him with the 99.99% chance that he doesn't like me and will reject me horribly or the 00.01% chance that he does like me and um oh darn it i didn't think up to this point ecks dee well, if he SOMEHOW does like this ugly face back thennnn we won't do anything till we're like 16 bc my dad doesn't want me to date until I'm like 25 :,)

cOUGH sorry nobody wants to hear my dumb school problems lol pls ignore me while i have a seizure on the floor

oof