And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside So I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me I'm barricaded inside so stop watching I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem

i connect with these so much i dont really tell my feelings to others and i know its not good and i need to...

oh yes song it came from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKS6cp5OGMo