I was pulling out my hair The day I cut the deal Chemically calm Was I meant to feel happy? But my life was just about to change One life pretending to be The cat who got the cream Oh, everybody said Marina is a dreamer People like to tell you what you're gonna be It's not my problem if you don't see what I see And I do not give a damn if you don't believe My problem is my problem That I never am happy It's my problem, it's my problem That I never will succeed Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my way in life? High achiever don't you see Baby, nothing comes for free They say I am a control freak Driven a greed to succeed Nobody can stop me 'Cause it's my problem If I want to pack up and run away It's my business if I feel the need to Smoke and drink and swear It's my problem, it's my problem If I feel the need to hide And it's my problem if I have no friends And feel I want to die Are you satisfied with an average life? Do I need to lie to make my